Thursday, December 16, 2010

Lost.

It's almost a new year, and I'm completely lost.
I'm not sure what to do.
In a few months time I will be proposed to, and while I would say yes.. I'm rather fond of another man. I can't be a polygamist. I can't do this.
I just want to be alone sometimes. As of right now, I don't love either one like that. Why isn't it easy just to say no? My heart is breaking every day, and I just want it all to end.
I'm lost. I don't know myself anymore.

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