Not good enough?

Apparently you'll never make anything of your life, if you don't attend public school.
Going to public school looks good on your resume, you know.
I have no desire to return to that hell hole.
I'm old fashioned. I have the soul of a sixty year old woman.
All I've ever wanted out of life is a family.
I don't want to have a fancy job where I get over paid.
Fuck being a lawyer, or a doctor.
I don't need to have a college degree to write a childrens book.
I don't need a college degree to do anything I want to do.
He can love me and marry me, and give me children.
But I know that in his mind, I'll never be good enough for him.
How am I supposed to live with that?
No one has ever made me feel so dumb in my life..
I love Levi more than anything in this world, but how am I supposed to live my life knowing he and his family don't think I'm good enough.
People you love should never make you feel this way.
I don't know what to do about anything anymore.