Saturday, October 11, 2008

What is a girl to do?

I definately forgive that guy much too fast. He is the only person to ever make me feel like I'm unintelligent, and he should have been the last to make me feel that way.
I ended up forgiving him, but I still feel like shit.
Now I'm just upset because I had to ask my mom if he could come for Aunt Georgias wedding, and if she could pay for his plane ticket, and he can't even ask his mom one last time if he can come.
I just want him to show the slightest sign of wanting to come here.
His unwillingness to talk to his mom is hardly reassuring.
...Asshole.


I'm bored out of my mind. I want to draw, but I lack talent.
I get so frustrated when my work ends up looking like an elephant when I tried to draw a rabbit.
Frustrating, right?
Okay. That might have been a bit of an over exaggeration. But still.
One of my best friends is lacking food once again. I feel the need to make him Rice krispy treats, once more. Last time I made them, it took the post office about two weeks to get them to him! WTF, mate!? But I love him, and want to help. So I'm using my own money this time, since mom is bitter about the last time and does not want to help. There goes my beautiful, wonderful piercing. D::: Whatever. A human being who barely gets to eat, is more important than a stupid piercing any day. I think so. This sucks most, since I just got enough money to get it done. :[ I had to take three online tests for my dad. They took me hours. It's a long story. ....I'm still bitter. And what the hell!? My wonderful boyfriend can't even put aside one fucking Saturday to talk to me. He used to be really sweet. He used to make me feel special. Not so much anymore, guys.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

You had to take 3 online tests for dad?? I'm confused.

Debi said...

SHUT UP!!!!! LOL... You draw better than most people!